Alexia's June Book Haul


Hi guys!

This month was the best reading month I've had in a long time. I'm writing this on Thursday, so it's a possibility that I was able to finish one more book since then. If so, it's my best reading month all year. If not, June is still tied with January for the best reading month of the year. Not only did I read a lot, but the majority of my reads were excellent books. 

I knew I was going to have to read a lot this month because next month, actually next week, I'll be back in the hospital for another heart procedure. This is more like a minor surgery to put an internal cardiac defibrillator. Surgery is set for July 5th and hopefully I'll have no complications and I'll be discharged the next day. 

I don't know how my recovery will go, so I might not be around much for a little while. At least I've got some good books to look forward to, although I've already read a couple of these.

For Review
Mirage
 by Somaiya Daud
The Lonliest Girl in the Universe by Laura James
A Spark of White Fire by Sangu Mandanna
A Very Large Expanse of Sea by Tahereh Mafi
A Sorrow Fierce and Falling by Jessica Cluess
Our Year of Maybe by Rachel Lynn Soloman
Nightingale by Amy Lukavics
Dance of Thieves by Mary E. Pearson


Purchased
The Complication
 by Suzanne Young
Four-Letter Word by Christa Desir
Little Monsters by Kara Thomas
Ash Princess by Laura Sebastian
Warcross by Marie Lu
Little Do We Know by Tamara Ireland Stone

How was your June?

June Beat the Backlist Wrap Up


Hi guys, It's time to show off my progress for the Beat the Backlist Challenge hosted by Novel Knight. This month went so much better and I couldn't be happier with how well it went. Since this post is going up a few days before the end of the month, I might be able to squeeze one more backlist title in. I'm not going to force it, but if it happens, I'll be thrilled.

Read:
Little Monsters (Reviewed June 14th, 2018)
The Hate U Give (Review will be up on July 2nd, 2018)
Wild Beauty (Review will be up on July 6th, 2018)
Imaginary Girls (Review will be up on July 11th, 2018)

DNF: 0

Currently Reading:
Warcross
More Happy Than Not

If you are doing this challenge, how did June go for you?

Most Anticipated: July 2018


Most Anticipated is a (usually) monthly feature here where I talk about the books I'm excited about for the upcoming month. This is by no means an exhaustive list of all releases, but just the ones I'm most looking forward to!

Bright We Burn by Kiersten White [Goodreads]
This is by far my most anticipated release of 2018. I've been following this trilogy from the beginning and I love every single word of it. I can't wait to see what happens next. I've missed these characters so much!

Sea Witch by Sarah Henning [Goodreads]
I am loving all of the mermaid and siren books coming out lately. This one is an Ursula ORIGIN STORY. How exciting is that?? I think this is going to be amazing and the perfect summer read for my reading tastes too. 

Heaert of Thorns by Bree Barton [Goodreads]
This wasn't really on my radar until recently, when a book subscription box announced they would be including it. And it sounds bad ass! Sort of a take on witch hunts almost? The magic sounds really cool and I can't wait to dive in.

The Darkest Legacy by Alexandra Bracken [Goodreads]
So I've only actually read one book in this series so far. But I follow the author on Instagram and have been following her journey of writing this book for sooo long now, that I feel so hyped about its release anyway. 

Contagion by Erin Bowman [Goodreads]
I don't know a whole lot about this book's plot, except what I can glean from the title and the first few sentences of the blurb. I know there's a plague and that's about it, and going in I want to know as little as possible for some reason. Even knowing so little,  I know it's going to be great because it's Erin Bowman.

Hull Metal Girls by Emily Skrutskie [Goodreads]
This sounds soooo good! Not only does crazy cyborgs in space sound epic, but there's so much else going on that I don't even know where to start. First of all, there's apparently lots of great queer rep (one of the characters I know for sure is asexual, but I'm not sure about the others.) Also, female friendships for the win! I loved the author's first series and I know this is going to be great too.

The Cheerleaders by Kara Thomas [Goodreads]
This book just hits all of my aesthetic buttons. Cheerleaders, blood, YA thrillers. I want this to be so great. I had a hard time with the author's debut and I didn't even try her second one (not yet, anyway) but this is just calling to me.

Notes From My Captivity by Kathy Parks [Goodreads]
I used to really like this type of book when I first got into YA, but I haven't read from the genre in a while. That said, I love the cover and the synopsis sounds so intriguing. I have an ARC that I totally plan on getting to soon. I hope it's great!



What releases are you looking forward to in July?

Audiobook Recommendations


Hi guys! I wanted to pick your brains about audiobooks. Generally, I avoid audiobooks because I have significant hearing loss and find it hard to follow audiobooks. Now that my surgery is next week, I need to get some stuff figured out. One of those things is audiobooks. I won't be able to move my shoulder much for awhile after the surgery, so holding books & my Kindle is going to be hard if not impossible. So the best option is audiobooks.

Now I know the narrator can make or break a book, so I'm hoping you guys all know some really good audiobooks with really good narration. I am up for any recommendations you guys wanna throw at me. NA, Adult, YA are all good options. My mom is being very generous and buying me an Audible subscription.

I don't know how much I am going to be able to focus in the first few days after surgery, so I probably won't listen to books as much at first. As I become more clearheaded and less loopy from pain meds, I am hoping my focus will be better so I can follow along with the audiobooks.

Soooo, drop your recommendations in the comments below. I am super excited to see what audiobooks you all recommend I listen to.

Book Review: The Loneliest Girl in the Universe by Lauren James

The Loneliest Girl in the Universe by Lauren James
Published on July 3rd, 2018 by HarperTeen
Genres: Science Fiction
Pages: 320
Format: eARC
Source: Publisher
Goodreads
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A surprising and gripping sci-fi thriller with a killer twist

The daughter of two astronauts, Romy Silvers is no stranger to life in space. But she never knew how isolating the universe could be until her parents’ tragic deaths left her alone on the Infinity, a spaceship speeding away from Earth.

Romy tries to make the best of her lonely situation, but with only brief messages from her therapist on Earth to keep her company, she can’t help but feel like something is missing. It seems like a dream come true when NASA alerts her that another ship, the Eternity, will be joining the Infinity.

Romy begins exchanging messages with J, the captain of the Eternity, and their friendship breathes new life into her world. But as the Eternity gets closer, Romy learns there’s more to J’s mission than she could have imagined. And suddenly, there are worse things than being alone….
So when I first finished Loneliest Girl I rated it a 4-stars. But now after being away from it for a week, I've found my feelings have changed enough to knock it down to a 3. There was a lot I liked about it, especially the first three quarters. But the ending was messy and muddied and just didn't work well for me.

My friends can tell you I was OBSESSED when I first started reading. I loved the snappy voice and the relatability of a heroine who had been living her entire life on a space ship. Her life was so weird and alien to me but at the heart of everything, she was a typical teenager. She was obsessed with her favorite television show, she wrote fanfic, she had a therapist, she did her homework--she didn't do her homework. I really, really enjoyed Romy. She's the kind of character that shows the true resilience and perseverance of humanity. She's the only passenger on a ship headed to another planet; her parents died when she was young and now the mission rests on her shoulders. She was amazing and strong and brilliant without losing her sense of teenage-ness, her anxiety, and the other things that made me relate to her so well.

The first big chunk of this book reads as a contemporary that just happens to be set in space. Romy deals with her daily life of maintaining the ship, correspondence with Earth, homework, writing her fic. And then it all changes when she learns there's another vessel headed her way to accompany her on the last leg of her journey to Earth-2. She and the captan of that ship start an email-based friendship. This is where the "lonely" part plays a bigger role. Romy is all alone in the galaxy and of course latches onto the nearest human being she can find. I think some people may complain about how swiftly she became attached, but again, imagine being 100% alone for like 5 years. Alone, in space! I thought her quick attachment made perfect sense.

Per the blurb, there's a pretty big twist that hits at the last quarter or so of the book.  I actually thought the build  up and reveal of this twist was so cleverly brilliant, and I flipped back to a handful of chapters where the author placed the first clues. It was impressive! However, once the action started ramping up and we got to the motive and truth of everything, it began to sort of crumble. I didn't find the motive particularly compelling or real enough. If this had been a story set on Earth, it would be more believable. However, these are GREAT lengths to go to for this sort of thing (sorry to be vague ha) and it didn't ring true.

Also, this may seem petty, but I was disappointed there was no epilogue. I don't think every story needs one, but this story absolutely could have benefitted from one last chapter or snapshot of the future.

So I would definitely still recommend this for those who are just dipping their toes into science-fiction and for people like a mystery/thriller type of story. I loved the main character and appreciated the way the author wrote in Romy's anxieties. But I found the ending unsatisfying in a handful of ways.

Alexia's Summer TBR


Okay, so it's actually Friday, but I missed Tuesday's post, so I'm gonna make it up to you and show off my Summer TBR now. Like usuaul, 5 books are from my personal collection and 5 books are for review.

1. Imaginary Girls by Nova Ren Suma. I finally discovered Suma's books last year and this one is the last of hers that I haven't read yet, aside from her upcoming release. I am so damn excited for this book.

2. The Darkest Minds by Alexandra Bracken. I've had this on my Kindle for a LONG time and I figure I should probably read it before the movie comes out, because I do wanna see the movie.

3. Last Will and Testament by Dahlia Adler. I always put Dahlia's NA stuff on my summer TBRs, but I have yet to read any of them. Oooops, sorry Dahlia.

4. The Girl of Fire and Thorns by Rae Carson. I think it was Bekka who bought me a Kindle copy of this a few years ago and I still haven't read it. Excited to dive in this summer.

5. More Happy Than Not by Adam Silvera. I'm doing everything backwards. I haven't read any of Adam's work before and I'm hoping to read his collaboration with Becky Albertalli this weekend. I think I have all of Adam's books in some format. Clearly I need to catch up.
6. Summer of Salt by Katrina Leno. I almost put her previous book on here, but I decided to stick with this one. If there's time at the end of the summer, I'll read that one too. I'd read Leno's grocery list to be honest.

7. If Only by Jennifer Gilmore. Really nervous about this one, but really hoping I love it. I was not a fan of her YA debut, but this one looks more like my thing.

8. Ramona Blue by Julie Murphy. Seriously guys, don't kill me. Yes, I know I need to read this one already and I swear I will this summer. It looks like something I am gonna love.

9. Song of the Current by Sarah Tolcser. I just cannot believe I haven't read this one. True fantasy is not my favorite genre, but books that don't get mentioned much, definitely are. And this book has barely been mentioned.

10. Invictus by Ryan Graudin. I love that cover and I am just hoping I love the book. This will be my first Ryan Graudin book.

What books are on your Summer TBR?

What I Should Start Watching

Okay, so this is a variation of the usual What I've Been Watching posts mostly because everything I'm currently watching, I've mentioned in these posts before. Today, I am hoping you all have some recommendations for me. I will pretty much watch anything. I am not all that picky about my TV shows. I do know I'll need to have something to watch while I recover from surgery in July because I won't be able to move my shoulder much, so that leaves out reading (although I'll be doing audiobooks)

I'm going to need all of you to comment below with your recommendation on what I should watch as I recover from surgery. If you have more than one suggestion, absolutely lay it on me. Don't just give me the title though. Sell it to me. Make me WANT to watch it. 

Book Review: And She Was by Jessica Verdi




Book Title & Author: And She Was by Jessica Verdi
Published by: Scholastic on March 27th, 2018
Genre: Contemporary
Pages: 361
Format: eARC
Source: Publisher
Goodreads
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Synopsis: Dara’s lived a sheltered life with her single mom, Mellie. Now, at eighteen, she’s dreaming of more. When Dara digs up her never-before-seen birth certificate, her world implodes. Why are two strangers listed as her parents? 

Dara confronts her mother, and is stunned by what she learns: Mellie is transgender. The unfamiliar name listed under “father”? That’s Mellie. She transitioned when Dara was a baby, shortly after Dara’s birth mother died.

But Dara still has more questions than answers. Reeling, she sets off on a road trip with her best guy friend, Sam. She's determined to find the extended family she’s never met. What she discovers—and what her mother reveals, piece by piece over emails—will challenge and change Dara more than she can imagine. 

From rising star Jessica Verdi, this is a gorgeous, timely, and essential novel about the importance of being our true selves.


Review:
I just love Jessica Verdi's books. I've been a fan of hers since I started blogging and have read the last 3 of her books, including this one, in ARC form. She just has this ability to write diverse stories with diverse settings & interesting characters and this book was no different.

June was the perfect month to read this book because of course it's Pride Month. I was excited to dive into this book and really see what happened with Mellie & her eventual transition and what happened with Dara's biological mother. I wanted to see how Dara found out and how she would react to the news.

Dara frustrated me a lot of the time. She took it so personally that Mellie never told her about her past. She was so angry with her mother and that really bothered me. I know Dara was only eighteen, but compassion and empathy go a long way. Dara frequently stated that her mother was selfish for never disclosing this earth-shattering secret, but Dara herself was being selfish with her insistence that her mother lied to her about her whole life, never even thinking about what the past eighteen plus years had been like for Mellie. She was just so angry with Mellie for "lying" to her, but like Mellie told her, it's not a crime to not come out as trans. It's not Dara who gets to decide who knows about Mellie's transition. It's Mellie.

I had issues with the budding romance between Dara & Sam. I liked them so much better as just friends. Their romance seemed forced to me, and I didn't see a whole lot of chemistry between them. I do think the book would have been stronger without the romance subplot. I did like how Sam called her out on her attitude and then later corrected people who misgendered her mother. Sam seemed to understand the trans issues a lot better than Dara did, and he seemed more willing to learn about than than Dara was.

I loved the emails about Mellie's past that she sent to Dara while Dara & Sam were on the quest to find Dara's biological maternal grandparents. I felt like that gave an extra something to the book rather than just having Mellie explain everything at the kitchen table or something as equally cliche. 

After awhile, the reasons Mellie distanced herself & Dara from both sides of the family became abundantly clear and even Dara couldn't argue with them. There were parts that I was horrified over, sickened over and downright angry about. But, to Mellie's credit, she let Dara figure it out on her own and that allowed her to form her own opinions.

Final thoughts: A book about a trans parent is so rare in the world, and I really wish there were more of them, but this is a start. Pick up this book if you are looking for a book about a trans parent or if you just want a really good book that tackles important issues head on.

Book Review: Tell Me No Lies by A.V. Geiger

Tell Me No Lies (Follow Me Back #2) by A.V. Geiger
Published on June 5th, 2018 by Sourcebooks Fire
Genre: Thriller
Pages: 336
Source: Publisher
Goodreads
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Love. Obsession. Jealousy. Murder.

No one knows what happened to pop icon Eric Thorn. His Twitter account? Frozen. His cell phone? Cracked and bloody, buried in the snow.

Agoraphobic fangirl Tessa Hart knows the truth, but she's finally left her #EricThornObsessed days behind. She has no intention of ever touching her Twitter app again. But Snapchat... That's safer, right?

After months of living under the radar, Tessa emerges from hiding, forced to face the deadly consequences of her past. But in the interrogation room, answers only lead to more questions in the pulse-pounding conclusion to the Follow Me Back duology.

Ughhhh. I don't even want to write this review, that's how disappointed I am. I read Follow Me Back last summer and it was great. Engaging and fast-paced the whole way through and it ended on a very high note. And I really wish it all had just ended there, because this? This was a mess from start to finish.

I'll start with the minimal amount of things I liked about Tell Me No Lies before we get into the nitty-gritty. This book, like the one that came before, was absolutely impossible to put down. There's something about Geiger's writing that is so easy to fall into and it keeps you hooked. The style is simple and familiar and quick. The addition of social media platforms kept the story relevant and timely and did make me think a bit about my own internet use. And of course I loved the incorporation of the police interviews. They added tension and even more momentum to the story.

Unfortunately, I think that's all this had going for it.  

First, it totally relied on everyone in this book being complete and total idiots. Eric and Tessa had absolutely no brains between the two of them. For instance, there is another pop star in this book who is currently imprisoned. But E and T didn't think it was at all suspicious that this pop star was still able to connect to them via social media and even schedule a rendevous on the other side of the planet from his cell. They walked right into a trap that was absolutely screaming with flashing lights and "danger" signs. From there, things just get worse. They're completely inobservant to anyone but each other. They don't notice when the side characters start acting suspicious and out of character. They don't notice when other people make dumb decisions. The plot wouldn't have worked if they had two brain cells to rub together and in my opion, that is the worst kind of plot. It has nothing driving the story forward except two idiots holding the Idiot Ball. (Thank you to Paige for teaching me that one.)

Also, it felt as though the author tried her hardest to get things factually wrong. The way she treated anxiety medication was downright irresponsible, and didn't account for how the medication is actually used in real life. The med that Tessa was on is not one that can just be taken whenever she wanted; it's a daily dose that only remains in your system for about 24 hours. Oh, and it's a medication that is used for short-term treatment only. The longest most doctors prescribe it is like two months. Then so much of the later plot relied on Tessa not taking her medications. While this book on the surface looks like it's trying to break the stigmas against mental illness, it actually adds to the overall ableism that our society holds.


Tell Me No Lies certainly had plenty of potential, but I have to say I think it told the wrong story. There's a major plot development that happens early on in the book, but it's a huge spoiler so I will be a bit vague here. But there's another character who went through something intense and interesting and I think that character's story should have been told instead of this mess. That story was much more interesting and had the potential to have more of an emotional impact on the reader.

Overall I am so sorely disappointed by this book. I honestly wish it didn't exist because the crazy ending of Follow Me Back was just right. Enough mystery, intrigue, and details to make us fill in the blanks ourselves. All my theories were so much more interesting than what we were given.

Book Review: Little Monsters by Kara Thomas

Book Title & Author: Little Monsters by Kara Thomas
Published by: Delacorte Press on July 25th, 2017
Genre: Contemporary
Pages: 336
Format: Hardcover
Source: Purchased
Goodreads
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Synopsis:
Kacey is the new girl in Broken Falls. When she moved in with her father, she stepped into a brand-new life. A life with a stepbrother, a stepmother, and strangest of all, an adoring younger half sister.
Kacey’s new life is eerily charming compared with the wild highs and lows of the old one she lived with her volatile mother. And everyone is so nice in Broken Falls—she’s even been welcomed into a tight new circle of friends. Bailey and Jade invite her to do everything with them.

Which is why it’s so odd when they start acting distant. And when they don’t invite her to the biggest party of the year, it doesn’t exactly feel like an accident.

But Kacey will never be able to ask, because Bailey never makes it home from that party. Suddenly, Broken Falls doesn’t seem so welcoming after all—especially once everyone starts looking to the new girl for answers.

Kacey is about to learn some very important lessons: Sometimes appearances can be deceiving. Sometimes when you’re the new girl, you shouldn’t trust anyone.
 

Review:
I don't know why it took me so long to buy this book. Especially knowing how obsessed I was with The Darkest Corners. When I got this book at the beginning of June, I didn't wait too long before I jumped into it. I knew almost immediately that I was going to love it.I on;y intended to read a little bit of it at a time in order to savor it. Whelp, I read the entire thing in one afternoon.

I had so many questions. About Kacey, Bailey and Jade. Not to mention Kacey's siblings: Stepbrother Andrew & half sister Lauren. Add in her stepmother, Ashley & her father who she barely knows and Kacey's circle was filled with intrigue.

I had my suspicions on who was responsible for Bailey's disappearance from the beginning, but like a truly awesome thriller, my suspicions were challenged and sometimes outright disproved along the way. I loved the ride I was on. I kept coming up with crazier and crazier theories that could fit and would explain Bailey's disappearance. 

This book made it impossible for me to trust anyone. I basically accused everyone in some way or the other. Because of the hints we got about Kacey's previous life with her mom, I actually thought it was her for a long time. Certain things come to light that made me rethink my suspicions.

Plotwise, this book was PERFECT. Like I said, it kept me guessing, kept my suspicions up & nearly constantly changing.

I want so much to keep talking about this book, but I really want to avoid spoilers, so I'll keep this review short and just tell you all to read it if you haven't already.

Final thoughts: If you like thrillers that keep you guessing, pick up this book.

Book Review: Shadow State by Elyse Brayden

Shadow State by Elyse Brayden
Published by Imprint on July 3rd, 2018
Genre: Thriller
Pages: 288
Format: eARC
Source: Publisher
Goodreads
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What Brynn Caldwell can’t remember might get her killed.

Brynn is a promising science student recovering from a bad relationship that sent her spiraling into depression. But as she puts the pieces of her life back together, a few don’t fit.

Brynn is uncovering memories of being abducted and possibly brainwashed. It’s all connected to a drug that might be an ultimate weapon: a tool to control people’s memories. Now, to stop a possible terrorist attack, Brynn has to find out what she’s been forced to forget—and what side she’s really on.
YA thrillers are kind of my go-to genre when I need something quick to grab me and distract me for a little while. I love unraveling their mysteris and figuring out their culprits and motives. So while I hadn't heard anything about Shadow State around the blogosphere, I was still happy to read it when I found it while perusing NetGalley. It's a solid story with some exciting twists and turns, but having read so much of the genre, I didn't feel like it was at all the perfect book.

To start with, though, I really, really liked the idea. The whole premise surrounds this drug called Cortexia that the main character's mother created, a miracle cure for PTSD. There are a lot of players here, from the lab scientists, to the government, to protesters. I thought this was realy interesting and not something I had seen in YA before. Corporate and political thrillers are just very hard to come by. The main character quickly learns that underneath the shiny veneer of Cortexia and its creators, BioXin, something is amiss. Cortexia may not be the miracle cure that everyone says it is, and her mother might even be behind the cover-up that Brynn has discovered.

The plot relies a lot on Brynn's memory loss, which I found incredibly frustrating. Brynn has basically no memeory of the past summer, no recollection of her ex-boyfriend's face even, or why she and her closest, dearest friend no longer speak. And Brynn and her current boyfriend, Dex, act like this is totally normal. They are very casual about her having absolutely no idea what happened between like March and September. It was very bizarre and I thought it was ridiculous that there were no connections made regarding this point and WHY it was happening. It was so obvious to me from page like, 1, what was going on there. So watching the characters sloooowly figure out something that I already knew really took away from the reading experience.

I predicted a good amount of the plot points in this story, which isn't unusual for me, but it is disappointing. I enjoyed a good amount of the red herrings though, and thought the author did a really great job of building tension between a few of the characters. Everyone was suspicious and everyone was in danger. I found the big reveal to be a little convoluted, especially with regards to the motive, and I didn't think the Bad Guy could have really predicted Brynn would take every single step the way she did. But the very end? Like the last couple sentences? Absolutely excellent and left me with my jaw hanging in the wind.

So, I don't think this is the perfect mystery for long-time thriller readers. But it's exciting and unique enough that I would definitely recommend it to others. It's political and creepy and tense at all the right moments, even if it had some predictable plot points and a confusing Big Reveal.

Book Review: People Like Us by Dana Mele

Book Title & Author: People Like Us by Dana Mele
Published by: G. P. Putnam's Sons Books for Young Readers on February 27th, 2018
Genre: Contemporary
Pages: 384
Format: Hardcover
Source: Purchased
Goodreads
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Synopsis:
Kay Donovan may have skeletons in her closet, but the past is past, and she's reinvented herself entirely. Now she's a star soccer player whose group of gorgeous friends run their private school with effortless popularity and acerbic wit. But when a girl's body is found in the lake, Kay's carefully constructed life begins to topple. 
The dead girl has left Kay a computer-coded scavenger hunt, which, as it unravels, begins to implicate suspect after suspect, until Kay herself is in the crosshairs of a murder investigation. But if Kay's finally backed into a corner, she'll do what it takes to survive. Because at Bates Academy, the truth is something you make...not something that happened.

Review:
I was massively excited for this book. I mean, anytime someone says the words "boarding school murder mystery", I perk up my ears. Those are buzzwords for me. I was nervous though. I was so excited about another book recently and that one ended up disappointing me in a huge way. So, I was very apprehensive about starting this book.

I was hooked less than 50 pages into it and I couldn't have been more excited about that. Now this book was what I'd call a psychological thriller and by now, you all should know that psychological thrillers are my favorite thrillers of all time.

Oh my god, I was totally obsessed with this book and ended up reading the majority of it in one day. I love when I can do that because it means that I'm enjoying the book and that it's a compelling book. It's hard to find a compelling thriller sometimes, but oh boy, this ticked all the boxes.

And hello, I loved all the lesbian romances in this book. I wasn't expecting it, but it only made me love the book more. There were some lesbian love triangles too. Normally, I cannot stand love triangles, but I was so obsessed with the murder mystery aspect of this book that the love triangles were a minor annoyance for me.

I'm trying to remember where I read that this book was a cross between Pretty Little Liars & Mean Girls (Goodreads, maybe?) because that was a pretty accurate comparison. It had the Mean Girls aspect with Kay, Brie, Tai, Tricia & Cori and it had the Pretty Little Liars aspect with someone taunting someone else through technology, whether it was a computer or a cell phone.

Those girls were important to the story, but my obsession was with Nola. Oh my god, I was so obsessed with her. She was the "weird girl" who Kay enlisted to help her crack Jessica's website, where all the taunts began. I am a sucker for complex characters and although Kay was complex, so was Nola. Incidentally I called Nola, Nala for a good chunk of the book. I blame my longtime love of The Lion King for that.

The book was so creepy and atmospheric and that was one of it's many pluses. Mele did a great job at setting the scene. I could see myself at Bates. I could visualize all of the girls in my head.

I had no idea who the murderer was. I had my suspicions of a few people, but nothing totally concrete. The reveal was excellent though and although I know some people had some issues with the end, it was the end that boosted this book to a five star rating for me.

Final thoughts: This book was so atmospheric, set in a boarding school, with a murder mystery. It was totally an Alexia book, so YES you need to pick up a copy.

Book Review: Little & Lion by Brandy Colbert

Book Title & Author: Little & Lion by Brandy Colbert
Published by: Little Brown on August 8th, 2017
Genre: Contemporary
Pages: 327
Format: Hardcover
Source: Purchased
Goodreads
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Synopsis:When Suzette comes home to Los Angeles from her boarding school in New England, she isn't sure if she'll ever want to go back. L.A. is where her friends and family are (along with her crush, Emil). And her stepbrother, Lionel, who has been diagnosed with bipolar disorder, needs her emotional support.
But as she settles into her old life, Suzette finds herself falling for someone new...the same girl her brother is in love with. When Lionel's disorder spirals out of control, Suzette is forced to confront her past mistakes and find a way to help her brother before he hurts himself--or worse.

Review:
I didn't know if it was possible for me to love another book of Colbert's as much as I had loved Pointe. But then I read Little & Lion and I fell in love with her words all over again. I just love when that happens. I was so nervous about reading this book because I loved Pointe so much. At least now I can put those worries to rest.


Little & Lion is going to be one of those "quiet YAs" that I love so much. It had family, mental health stuff & even a smattering of romance. It was basically a perfect read for me. What I wasn't expecting was Lion's bipolar stuff to hit me so hard. My brother is currently being evaluated for bipolar disorder and I saw a lot of him in Lionel. That stuff hit really close to home and I had a knot in my stomach at certain points in this book because of that.

I loved Suzette's voice. She was just so relatable, especially when it came to her questioning her sexuality. I remembered being in my early 20s and still questioning where I was. I struggled with giving myself a label. Figuring yourself out is something you do in your teens & 20s and Colbert did a great job at showing us how Suzette was figuring herself out. She had DeeDee too, who I liked for the most part. She made sure Suzette knew that she didn't have to label herself and that she could like whoever she liked.

"I don't think I'm selfish for liking both guys and girls." Suzette


I thought this was very important because that is one of the insults hurled at people who identify as bisexual, like myself. We are often called selfish as well as other crappy names and I thought it was good that Suzette didn't feel like she was selfish.

Not only was she figuring out her sexuality, but she needed to figure out how to relate to Lion again. She had seen him at Christmas break when she came back from boarding school, but this was going to be for the entire summer, the longest stretch of time since his diagnosis.

I just loved Nadine & Saul. They loved each other & the kids unlike anything I see regularly in YA books. Even more unique is the fact that Nadine & Saul never married and Suzette was Nadine's child & Lionel was Saul's. There was no such thing as "step" anything in the family and ugh, I just loved that. Nadine & Saul were present in the teens' lives and they were a constant for both Lionel & Suzette.

I actually liked Emil & Rafela and I would have been totally okay with Suzette being with either of them and that is a surprise because usually when there's some kind of triangle thing, I have a preference. Not this time.

Final thoughts: Read this book.

Book Review: Daughters of the Storm by Kim Wilkins

Daughters of the Storm (Blood and Gold #1) by Kim Wilkins
Published by Del Rey Books on March 6th 2018
Genres: Fantasy
Pages: 4134
Format: Hardcover
Source: Library
Goodreads
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Five very different sisters team up against their stepbrother to save their kingdom in this Norse-flavored fantasy epic--the start of a new series in the tradition of Naomi Novik, Peter V. Brett, and Robin Hobb.

FIVE ROYAL SISTERS. ONE CROWN.

They are the daughters of a king. Though they share the same royal blood, they could not be more different. Bluebell is a proud warrior, stronger than any man and with an ironclad heart to match. Rose's heart is all too passionate: She is the queen of a neighboring kingdom, who is risking everything for a forbidden love. The twins: vain Ivy, who lives for admiration, and zealous Willow, who lives for the gods. And Ash, who is discovering a dangerous talent for magic that might be a gift--or a curse.

But when their father is stricken by a mysterious ailment, they must come together on a desperate journey to save him and prevent their treacherous stepbrother from seizing the throne. Their mission: find the powerful witch who can cure the king. But to succeed on their quest, they must overcome their differences, and hope that the secrets they hide from one another and the world are never brought to light. Because if this royal family breaks, it could destroy the kingdom.
This book has been kind of on my radar for a little while, but nothing I thought I'd actively pursue. Then I saw it at the library while renewing my card and scooped it up. I'm so glad I did, too. Sometimes reading on a total whim can pay off in ways you don't expect. Daughters of the Storm is not like most books I read, not even the YA fantasy I devour whenever I get the chance. And it makes me want to delve more into adult category fantasy.

First, the characters are just great. Each of the five princesses is so different in their personality. Bluebell, the warrior, who is poised to take the throne after their father, was by far my favorite, and definitely the one we spend the most time on. She's kind of the keystone that holds the family together, even if it is by brute force sometimes. She is said to be unkillable, and she really is an amazing, skilled fighter and protector. People don't exactly treat her kindly, though they do fall in line because they fear her. Except for her closest sisters, Rose and Ash, that is. And though Bluebell has a very tough exterior (and interior; she has no time for nonsense or anybody's bullshit) she really, fiercely loves her family and will do anything to protect them. Her character was especially interesting to me because I don't often run across characters who actually will make the tough decisions. Sometimes she hurts her sisters' feelings with the tough choices she makes, but it is actually better for everyone in the end. Even if it's painful.

Where Bluebell was defined by her strength, Rose is most certainly defined by her love--the love of her daughter, Rowan, and her lover, Heath. I loved Rose's perspective because I am always here for an angsty romance, and she and Heath are forbidden. See, Heath is her husband's nephew. Rose is married to the king of a nearby nation as part of a peace alliance, and her affair with Heath could ruin everything. Especially since Heath is Rowan's biological father. The push and the pull of this affair was maddening because on one hand, as an outsider, you just want to scream and them to pull themselves together. But of course, I was always pulled into the heady drama and romance of it all. And the intensity and anticipation of them getting caught was enough to make the pages fly by. I also related so well to Rose because of our shared motherhood. Rowan is a toddler and I could relate so much to Rose's relationship with her. The hard parts, like the crying and the tantrums and the clinginess. And also the desperation and love and protectiveness. Minor spoilers, but Rose and Rowan were separated for a time in this book and Rose's longing and desperation to have her daughter back made me ache and panic. It was the most emotional part of the novel for me.

Ash is the final of the older sisters and another one I'd consider the mains. I was also drawn to her story because of her magical ability. She has gifts that she doesn't understand and that she isn't supposed to have. In the common faith, these gifts are bestowed upon people who are older, who have studied and devoted themselves for longer. But her gifts are getting stronger by the day and it's terrifying and thrilling all at once. I thought it was interesting that magic is so common and yet puts so many people on edge, even her sisters. But it's also incredibly useful, in instances like diagnosing their sick father or making sure one of her family members is alive and safe. I'm excited to get to know more about the magic system in the next book and to see if Ash can unravel the dreams of her own death that have been haunting her for months.

Then there are the twins, Ivy and Willow, who could not be more unlike if they tried. Ivy is flighty and flirty and ambitious, while Willow is quiet and cunning and faithful. Willow practices the trimartyr faith, which is basically like the Christian faith of the real world, and is completely at odds with her sisters' and home country's faith. It makes her basically an enemy to Bluebell especially, since the trimartyrs don't believe in queens or other female rulers. They believe in female servitude, purity, etc. Willow also hears angels' voices, which I really, really can't wait to further untangle in the later books because that tidbit is directly at odds with Bluebell's firsthand experience with her gods. While Willow is praying for her father's soul, Ivy is making mistakes and getting in over her head. I felt bad for Ivy while at the same time wanting to throttle her. Her mistakes are easy to see coming and yet her nature (and the nature of many, many teenagers) means she's going to make them anyway.

It's strange because so much does happen in this book, but at the end of the day, it is much more about character study, family, relationships, and introspection. Each character goes through a profound amount of growth in just 400ish pages. But I loved the quiet nature of this book. I am used to a lot of flash and bang, and while there were battles and intrigue and lots of magic, this book is on the quieter side. Which I greatly appreciated. It allowed me to savor the characters' journeys, the world they lived in, the magic surrounding it. It felt to me like events that had actually happened, like a history or a memory.

There were a good number of shocks and reveals leading up to a very satisfying conclusion. But there is so much left to explore and unravel and tie together that I just cannot wait for the next book in the series. I envy Australian readers who already have it in their hands. January cannot come soon enough! If you're on the market for character-driven fantasy about a tight-knit family of sisters who risk life and limb in their various journeys, I highly, highly recommend Daughters of the Storm.


Spring Bookish Bingo Wrap-Up

I'm FINALLY here with the Spring Bookish Bingo Wrap-Up! This should have gone up the last day of May, but pregnancy is killing me, you guys. I am so, so fatigued and scatterbrained lately, I totally forgot to write this post.

There will be a giveaway at the end. It's open to all who participated, and it's international as long as the Book Depository ships to you.

So let's see how I did!


Part of a Series: Prince's Gambit
Pink Cover: The Prince and the Dressmaker
Made into a Movie: Ella Enchanted
White Cover: Salt.
Spring Release: Ash Princess
New-to-You Author: Anya's Ghost
Thriller: Lies You Never Told Me
Intersectional Diversity: Beneath the Sugar Sky
Animal on Cover: Captive Prince
Aussie Author: Obsidio
2018 Debut: Exhibit Alexandra
Epistolary: I Hate Everyone But You
Family:  Sky in the Deep
Witches: Order of the Phoenix
Set in Another Country: Deathly Hallows
LGBT: Kings Rising
Second Chance: Us

giveaway

Once again, if you participated in Spring Bingo, you can enter this giveaway! It's for a spring release of your choice, less than $15. Good luck! To win, just fill out the Rafflecopter.


Culling My Review Pile



A couple of weeks ago, I got the itch to go through my review pile and really think about the books that were still sitting either on my bookshelf or on my Kindle. I really had to think about why I requested each of them and if I was still interested in reading them. And truth be told, there were a lot of books on the review list that I just have no interest in reading anymore, for various reasons.

I don't know why it never occurred to me before, but I started a Goodreads shelf that I named "Lost Interest" and I was able to unload 25 review books onto that shelf. And I allowed myself to relax. I still have a LOT of books on my shelf & on my Kindle, but getting rid of 25 review books that I no longer have interest in, allows me to breathe a little bit.

I would love to say that I had a list of things the book needed to have in order to stay off the "Lost Interest" shelf, but for probably the first time in a long time, I didn't use a list. I went off my gut. My gut is pretty reliable and I can usually trust it. So I'm trusting it now and hoping that one of those "Lost Interest" books wouldn't have been a new favorite and hoping I don't absolutely loathe any of the books that stayed on my review pile.

I might do another round at the end of the summer, but it depends on how my summer goes and how many review books I actually accumulate. I think if I do another round, I'll be even more cutthroat than I was this time around.

May Beat the Backlist Wrap Up


Hi guys, it's once again time to share my progress for the backlist books reading challenge hosted by Novel Knight. This month was another difficult month as I recovered from a heart procedure. I'm frustrated I didn't read more, but I gotta remember that I was in the hospital for a few days and then at home recovering. I'm hoping that the month of June will go much better.

Read: 
A Line in the Dark (Reviewed May 25th, 2018)
Little & Lion (Review will be up on June 7th, 2018)

DNF: 0

Currently Reading: The Hate U Give


If you are doing this challenge, how did May go for you?

Alexia's May Book Haul


Hi guys!

It's been quite a month. My heart procedure went well, despite it taking 10 hours to complete. I struggled coming off the ventilator, so I had to stay in the hospital for an extra day. It does look like I'll be having a pacemaker put in this summer before my doctor leaves the practice, but I've known a pacemaker was in my future for at least 5 years, so I just want it DONE. Also this month, I was diagnosed with asthma and holy crap, it's kicking my ass.

I didn't read much in May, but I didn't think I would. Now, I have to cram in a ton of reading before my pacemaker surgery (whenever it is) I already finished one book in June, so YAY me. Hoping the rest of June goes well reading-wise.

And yes, I am aware that Before I Let Go is on here twice. It was crazy, I bought a copy at Target the day before my heart procedure & then my Netgalley request was approved. Really weird seeing as the book came out months ago, but I digress.

For Review
Before I Let Go by Marieke Nijkamp
Empress of All Seasons by Emiko Jean
The Similars by Rebecca Hanover
The Art of Letting Go by Lizzy Mason

Purchased
In Search of Us by Ava Dellaria
Before I Let Go by Marieke Nijkamp

How was your May?

Bookish Bingo Summer 2018


I know the blogging has been spotty around these parts, but I'm pushing past the fatigue and lack of motivation today because it's time for my favorite part of this hobby: Bookish Bingo!

If you don't know, Bookish Bingo is a seasonal feature wherein we try to expand our reading horizons a bit and cover as much of the bingo card as possible. You can only use one square per book, and all books must be read in June, July, and August. To participate, leave a comment below. Here is the card:


Here are some ideas for some of the categories. As always, if you have any questions feel free to drop them in the comments or find me on Twitter.

LGBT+
- Let's Talk About Love
- Reign of the Fallen
- Every Heart a Doorway


Water On the Cover:
- Fear the Drowning Deep
- Song of the Current
- Passenger

2018 Debut:
- The Immortalists
- Sky in the Deep
- Children of Blood and Bone

Asian Author
- American Panda
- Timekeeper
- Library of Fates

June, July, or August Release
- Bright We Burn
- Hullmetal Girls
- Toil & Trouble

Magic
- Caraval
- Wild Beauty
- An Unkindness of Magicians

Illustrations
- The Language of Thorns
- A History of Glitter and Blood
- Illuminae

Adventure
- Six of Crows
- Rebel of the Sands
- Scarlet

Travel
- Wanderlove
- The Gentleman's Guide to Vice and Virtue
- Isle of Blood and Stone

Summer Thriller
- White Rabbit
- Dangerous Girls
- What We Knew

Set During Wartime
- And I Darken
- Code Name Verity
- Salt to the Sea

Religion
- You'll Miss Me When I'm Gone
- Love, Hate, and Other Filters
- Faking Faith

Pirates
- These Rebel Waves
- The Assassin's Curse
- Starflight